Posted by crushedout on May 5, 2007, at 20:33:21
so this is a follow-up to my recent posts about my ex-T with the blog. i've been fantasizing about different ways of "getting back at" her. look, if people stopped telling me she will never hear me or understand, then that probably wouldn't be my goal--i would prefer instead to let her know what she did in as compassionate a way as possible, so that i might be heard, and hope that she would learn from it. but since that doesn't seem possible, i just want to be mean. like i said before: i want to destroy her life. or if not destroy then just make it a bit sh*ttier for a while.
because of my recent hurtful comments, she changed the settings on her blog so that comments don't get published until she's approved them. before that i was thinking of a timed, synchronized assault on her blog by all willing babblers (this is only fantasyland for now guys--let me have my imaginary fun).
since i can no longer do that now i'm thinking of writing to all of her colleagues and telling them what she did. i guess i desperately want to humiliate her.
anyway, she works in a suite of offices with other shrinks: i could write to them. i could also write to some doctors i know she is friends with, although they're more likely to see me as a nut. but her officemates, who i don't think even know her that well, that's not a bad idea.
it's something to mull over. maybe they will kick her out of the suite. that would be satisfying. i want to have an effect on her life. i want to mess it up. i want to make her sorry.
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