Posted by wishingstar on April 18, 2007, at 10:41:43
In reply to Re: im back » wishingstar, posted by Honore on April 18, 2007, at 9:43:32
thanks honore for the response...
first of all, I honestly cant ever remember feeling offended by anything you've said to me. perhaps that's part of the problem.. maybe I'm coming off in a way that is different from how I really feel and people dont know how to take it. I'm really sorry youve felt that way. It wasnt my intention. Even if I dont agree with a suggestion someone might have, I'm glad they (you) gave it. Please do tell me if I come off like that in the future... I really do apprecviate your attempts to connect and respond and I'm sorry if I unknowingly havent responded very openly to it. I guess it's easy to get lost in my own head sometimes.
you're probably right about the "in-group" idea. I've wondered many times if there is actually anyone who feels like theyre in it, or if we all just have different ideas of it. maybe the latter.
Ginny and I have talked some about the feelings I have towards her/our relationship now.. about being afraid to even look for anything good or grasp onto it like you mentioned. Unfortunately her response is usually "you can always go somewhere else if this isnt working" and thats about it. I dont want to go somewhere else... I want the old relationship back. But maybe it's not coming. I'm not sure. A close friend of mine talked to her this morning.. he knows how I feel about all this and things I havent really been able to get across to her, so I signed a release and they talked. I see her tomorrow so we'll see what happens.
im not really sure what else to say. but thanks for posting. im sorry again if ive been coming off as angry. im really not. hope youre doing okay.
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