Posted by Iwillsurvive on April 6, 2007, at 17:06:58
In reply to Re: How ya' doing, WishingStar?, posted by wishingstar on April 3, 2007, at 12:24:52
Wow WS, I think its amazing reflection on you that you were able to get and hold that job at all. I wonder if you should quit or take leave of absence or something for health reasons? Mebbe you could work a low stress job just for some income while you figger out how to deal with your coping mechanisms etc. and /or you could do some volunteer work mebbe in your field? Less stress.
Have you found a new p-doc? I have done well with seroquel. I don't take it all the time, but it calms me when I get all wacked.
This post of yours is good, could you take it to Ginny? I think it would make for an EXCELLENT session or two.
There was also a thread relatively recently about how we need to make the best use of our therapy time. Get right down to business. I have been doing 1x/wk and it is hard. For a LONG time it was just crisis control for much of the time. My T just tried to teach me cbt stuff, but I was so dissociated I didn't learn anything. Definately 2x/wk would have accelerated things I would think. In fact really I have no doubt about that. But I could not afford 2x/wk even with the reduced rate. But I have come along, even at 1x/wk, so take heart about that.
The only ssri that worked for me for awhile was zoloft.
Sorta sounds like you musta pushed some button of Lauries with her comments about your work.....
Anyhow I dunno eaxctly what to advise you, but I will say again, that you got more chutzpah than you give yourself credit for.
Keep on posting.
Sorry I hadn't posted, I lost this thread somewhere in my random posting, but saw the new indicator.
So mebbe you could start a new thread at the bottom with the latest news.
Take care ((((((((((((((((wishy)))))))))))))))
I really do like you.
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