Posted by Dinah on April 4, 2007, at 14:59:19
In reply to trigger, posted by Dinah on April 4, 2007, at 12:38:41
I've been under a lot of stress for a long time now at work, with more being expected of me than I can do in my shortened hours. It's gotten to where people are angry in the last year, and even moreso in the last few months. I've tried my best to rearrange my workload, but can't seem to do get it done.
I got a phone call about a work crisis in the parking lot of my sleep neurologist. It's going to end up with everyone in teh entire world being mad at me because they've set me a task that no one could succeed at and give me glib brushoffs about what to do with it.
Then the neurologist kept me waiting for an hour at his clinic only to glance at my chart, fuss at me for having my pdoc prescribe the one med he had been prescribing to me without change, and tell me I'd have to see one of his associates. Walked me out to reception with my chart to tell the receptionist to make an appointment with said associate, then walked off. The kicker was when she asked for my copay, and I assume they'll bill the insurance company for this. This does not impress me as an actual doctor visit that should be billed. So that attempt to increase my productivity ended in failure.
I guess it all got to me. I'm sorry I made the appt with my therapist though. what can he do? it'll just take up time i could be working. all i can do is sit down and plug away (as soon as i get my faculties back and my migraine ends). and avoid all phone calls from anyone who's going to yell at me, because if one more person yells at me i'm going to have to quit. and then i'll lose my therapist.
i just can't handle it any more. i try to ignore it but i just can'thandle it.
poster:Dinah
thread:746885
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