Posted by Iwillsurvive on April 3, 2007, at 23:20:30
In reply to Re: Canceled T » Dinah, posted by jammerlich on April 3, 2007, at 12:58:09
> Thank you, Dinah. You know, I almost didn't post this because you tried to help me reason my way out of this yesterday and I was afraid you'd be disappointed in me, knowing I didn't go.
> And I know I did it to myself, but I feel worse for not going. I just wonder if I'll remember this next time I consider doing the same thing.
**mebbe you could save this post to remind you.
Jammer, your a sweetie with alot to offer, does your T understand these 'games'(not he best word I know) you play w/her/yourself? Cuz I done same thing w/my T, and she DIDN'T get them I don't think, as far as I know, or mebbe she just weren't gonna play? I dunno. I suspect the former. Cuz T's can't mind read, least mine can't. I been thinking bout what (annirose? mebbe?) said bout just blurting out your thots in T, and how sometimes that'll lead to something...I think there's merit in that.....I proly will try that myself.
Gonna go write it in my journal right nwo b4 it goes outta my damn head.
Hope you can make it to next appt Jammer, but you know we like you either way!