Posted by wishingstar on February 27, 2007, at 17:47:19
In reply to hard session.. bad news.. (long), posted by wishingstar on February 27, 2007, at 17:15:11
I left her a voicemail and cancelled. Just said that I have to cancel because I need to get some distance and that as she knows, I'm not happy with what she sprung on me right as I was leaving.. and I know she'll probably write me down in her book of doom (those were my words, haha) as being manipulative, but and I just cant do it on Thurs. I cant. So I'll see her next Tuesday. And that was it.
Oh well. I want to go and have her comfort me, but it wont be comforting if I go. Because the rule isnt going away. It'll just hurt worse. Now at least I have some time to remember what it feels like to hold it together by myself. It's a skill I've gotten less good at recently and I dont like that.
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