Posted by allisonf on January 25, 2007, at 23:44:47
I posted here a long time ago about an ongoing transference issue I have with my therapist. I am still on and off having difficulty with that. But tonight I am just having difficulty generally. And I don't quite know where to go. I hope it's ok that I reach out to the PB community again.
I just called my T and left a message on her machine because I felt like hearing her voice. I am so badly wanting to die at this moment. I read some of the earlier thread about what keeps you going, and that was helpful. I think of my family too, my kids, my father.
I am freezing cold. I just feel at a loss, I don't know what to even write. Small things triggered this episode tonight, but it has been building these past few days. Saw my T today and we talked about it, but it just got worse anyway.
I feel like this is the most boring post in the whole world. I'm sorry.
Thanks for listening.
poster:allisonf
thread:726574
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