Posted by Daisym on January 2, 2007, at 23:32:40
In reply to Re: maybe i'm just making up memories » youngaddict, posted by muffled on January 2, 2007, at 22:05:46
Muffy is wise. Don't try to force things. If something is there, it will come out. Or not, as you are ready.
On the other hand, if you know but don't want to know, or say, or tell...using drugs is one way to keep yourself numb. Try to tell your therapist what you've written here, and tell her it is OK to ask questions and push you a little, if you are ready for that.
Sadly, even if you remember some abuse, remembering isn't magic. There is still a lot of work to do after the pieces begin to connect. Good luck.