Posted by muffled on November 24, 2006, at 20:08:23
In reply to Re: Has T ever audiotaped sessions?, posted by happykat on November 24, 2006, at 11:04:52
> It is super intense. Therapy has gone really fast via this route but sometimes feels like I'm in a car flying down a mountain with no brakes. It's dismantled my defenses quickly but its also allowed all my muck to bubble to the surface really fast.
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> I think I'm gaining a new respect for why I had defenses in place to begin with. I don't know that i would do it over this way.
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:-( Sorry its hard HK.
I try and touch on inside stuff and seem to flip out everytime and back off.
Do you go just 1x/wk? That would be incredibly difficu't too. How long are the sessions?
I cut this from another thread>It's disconcerting to go from having a T who is all chummy to basically having her say have a nice life because the moment you walk out that door the relationship is over.
I've spent the last two days pouring over posts on termination, transference and boundaries. There are alot more rules regarding therapy than I ever imagined.
**Your T went from chummy to cold??? Really??? Is it hard to find T's where you are?
I had and still (but rarely now) get "dumpmeitis", where I am convinced my T wants to dump me. My T always reassures me, and i mostly beleive her now. I have a very open T which seems to suit me. I am afraid if she gave me a blow off speach like yours did, well, I wouldn't trust her no more. But mebbe its a good thing to have this robot non human treat you? mebbe thats why touch is OK? Cuz she not even real?n I dunno. I am jst so baffled by your T. She works so differently than mine.
The rules etc of T are astounding, and seem to be highly variable. Diff approaches seem to have good and bad points. And diff approaches work diff or better with diff people.
I find it all terribly confusing.
This all must be hard on you. I'm sorry. Hope things can work out for you.
Take care,
Muffled
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