Posted by muffled on November 3, 2006, at 0:44:36
Sounds like a commercial or something, can't remmeber what though...
I just wanto laugh at everything.
Everything is a joke.
All is funny.
I'm crazy, and that hilarious.
Guess if I end up in the bin, I'll be running around laughing as I bleed.
I dunno whats going on.
My Bl inside kid says she dying. But I so scared to let her out. But I REALLY think she may be dying this time, it feels so bad. I feel partly dead inside. I don't want her to die, but I don't want to feel her feelings either.
I think I starting to panic a bit, cuz I think she gonna die and I'll never get her back, and she got lotsa joy too. I need her to be whole.
And now I can't feel her. I can't seem to feel much of anything but sad.
And my Toughie, who is ALWAYS so cocky, and acts so brave.
Is NOT cocky. Not at all. NEVER has Toughie been this way that I know. Toughie seems to be just crushed, and I don't know why.
Sh*t, sh*t , sh*t.
And I got commitments this weekend and its gonna be hard to be normal....
And my T is dead to me on weekends.
I am ALONE in my insanity.
Does ANYONE understand whats going on?
Cuz I don't.
:-(
poster:muffled
thread:699957
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20061026/msgs/699957.html