Posted by ElaineM on July 8, 2006, at 17:01:50
In reply to Re: WHY????????????, posted by fallsfall on July 8, 2006, at 8:00:30
Muff, you sound so dejected. I hate that question "Why?". I ask it all the time too. Why did this happen, why me, why now, why am I so messed up?
Another phrase that is so hard to take is the "live with it" one. I understand how sad it can make you feel. The only thing I do when I get really low, hating who and how and what I am, is try to not hurt myself, on top of all the other uncontrollable stuff hurting me. And I try to think of others I've heard of who have changed, or others who are worse off than me. And then I wait. And hope. And keep trying. (And I spend time writing, either here, or in my journal, or to my T)
Do your lows come in cycles, or are they situational, or just come from out of the blue?
Thinking of (((((you))))).
EL
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