Posted by Jost on June 22, 2006, at 0:53:45
In reply to Re: i feel sick, posted by Karolina on June 21, 2006, at 23:19:32
Karolina, your anxiety is very understandable, but please try very hard to remember that you're a deserving, worthwhile, thoughtful person who's struggling with difficult issues.
I hope your T can respond well, and know it would be very painful and frightening if he can't. But if he doesn't, that says more about his limitations in his ability to help you, not because there's something wrong with you, but because he's limited in that way. Everyone does have limits, even people we love or idealize, or are attracted to. Those limits can be very very hurtful, and hard to accept.
But I hope you'll keep posting, and try not to hurt yourself in reaction to whatever happens. There are many here who can offer support and understanding that may make a difference.
Is your appointment tomorrow (ie now today, June 22)?
I'm very much thinking about you and hoping your T responds in a deep way to what you've confided to him.
Jost
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