Posted by Dinah on June 15, 2006, at 22:14:45
In reply to Re: Sh*t faced B*STARD » Dinah, posted by LadyBug on June 15, 2006, at 21:04:01
Thanks Ladybug.
I was so angry that I broke my front door coming in. My husband's going to have to fix it.
I guess I really feel betrayed. I think he knew that if I knew this, I'd leave. And I feel like he's deliberately misled me and destroyed my chance of getting out of this h*llhole. All for my income stream.
I think it's going to end up that I'm only going to see him once a week. Which may be for the best since I want to break my attachment to such an unworthy object. But I'd rather it be my choice to cut back than his.
Even if he can see me, which is doubtful based on the fact that he couldn't very often last time and this is the same sort of job, I don't know that I want to go to a less than wonderful part of town at night. Last time it was completely dark at times, and it was pretty scary walking to my solitary car all alone when I could barely see in front of me. In fact that was yet another stupid thing I did for my attachment to this person.
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