Posted by llrrrpp on June 1, 2006, at 15:50:16
I am not a very poetic person. I don't think much about my dreams (unless they were amusing)
BUT, lately, in my depression, I have noticed my mind's eye being drawn to birds. i look for them. and even when I'm not looking I find them. I think about them a lot. Do you guys know what it means?
I look for the green monk parakeets when I want to feel happy. Squawk
A crow intimidates me. He makes me think of ill omens
My local peregrine represents the essential struggle of nature. Bird of prey, feeding her young by taking life.
And dead birds. I see them everywhere. Birds dead or dying. pigeons that have been run over, but not fatally. A songbird, as plump as in life, but motionless. A weakened robin, flapping around the cathedral, powerless to find her way out the tiny doors in the nave.
I feel anger and contempt for pigeons and starlings.
I feel jealousy for the doves. they are paired and live near the library
I worry about the white or the red pigeons. Do they know they're special? Did they choose their abnormal feathers? Do the others pick on them?
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