Posted by milly on May 8, 2006, at 13:19:12
In reply to Feeling pretty low, actually very low, posted by milly on May 7, 2006, at 15:01:06
I'm too tired to thank you all personally, no sleep last night, but your posts mean't everything to me. i have printed them off to keep them near to me.
Thanksmadeline - chickens are fine although i have been too tired to collect the eggs today, one of the ducks has gone broody and bites me when i collect her eggs (maybe i'll let her sit on a couple to keep her happy)
Dinah- thanks i find it really difficult to read my bible at the moment, many reasons why and it's hard having a hubby whose a pastor because he isn't really a pastor to me
canadagirl- thanks i was quite shocked that she could think like that and now regret my honesty i wish i'd left it all 'inside'
Zazenduck- I had a letter through requesting i attend the inpatient facility on 17th (3 days before they seem to think i will be liable to do something to him) i don't know if they plan to keep me in to keep me out of harms way but muffy has told me it will be not so bad if that happens
happyflower- thanks i have been following your saga and you are one brave and courageous cookie, i'm sure you did the right thing telling him.He was trying to have his 'bread buttered both sides' Good on ya
B2c -thanks i just feel so vulnerable all over again and wish i'd remembered that people in real life don't have the insight of friends on babble
therapygirl- i feel a bit better today and i don't think i could leave babble i just feel guilty when i have so little to offer, saw my brother today (1st time in 2 years) talked about babble and being understood here and he thought i should never leave!!! i guess it save him having to understand me!!
Muffy - thanks, thanks, thanks so much for being there for me.
Anyway went back to sculpture today, first time since i freaked out, only one person turned up apart from me (& the tutor) so i am desperatly trying to not think that it is because i freaked out that they didn't come back
milly
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