Posted by LadyBug on April 30, 2006, at 10:28:29
In reply to Re: I'm so sad, posted by fallsfall on April 30, 2006, at 9:20:55
Dinah,
I know part of how you feel. I'm thinking you are as attached to your T as I am to mine. Thoughts of you moving away make me sad for you. On the other hand, a new job, a new home, a new neighborhood, it all sounds so positive. I'd be torn in half. I wish you could take all the good things you have and need in your life when you move. Leave all the sad and hard stuff behind. I'm glad you have meds to help ease the pain inside. I've been there too and don't know how I would have gotten through without the help.
Dinah, you're in my heart today. I don't want you to lose your therapist/mom, but I want you to progress in your life. Progression means change. I'm wishing you the very best life can give you right now. As with any relationship that comes to an end, it is a process. You are in the morning stage of what if. We are here for you, night and day. That's more than any of us can say for our T's. They are only there if we pay them to be. And that's never enough. You're a trooper and much stronger than you realize. You can hang on to the relationships in your life that are solid. You will make it, not without pain, but you will come out a stronger and better person. But what a price to pay. I'm sorry you're hurting.
Hugs to you at this time. Please keep writing and letting your feelings out.
LadyBug
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