Posted by Voce on April 25, 2006, at 0:57:07
I have been absent the last month and I feel bad because I miss all of you. I'm sorry I just haven't had much to say.
I am getting married in 46 days and I am very excited and I love my fiance more than I can say. But I think this may be the hardest part of the engagement--when emotions run high. My future mother-in-law is kind of a witch and I'm struggling with that as well as my own stress. And when you get married you have to close the door on some family stuff and face up to the fact that you could have done better and you can't change the past. So that hurts.
I sent my ex T an e-mail telling her I was sorry for blowing up at her and that I wasn't thinking rationally. It's been 3 weeks and I've heard nothing. I hope she's not blowing off my apology. Screw it, I'm tired of being hurt by therapists.
I love you guys.
Voce
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