Posted by wishingstar on April 17, 2006, at 20:17:52
In reply to Re: ran into T today!, posted by happyflower on April 17, 2006, at 15:35:30
Yes, she is wonderful! I've been feeling so good today whenever I think of seeing her yesterday. I feel like she really does care. We talked a few weeks ago about what would happen if we saw each other somewhere, and I told her it was okay with me if she said hello and everything.. just not to correct me if I lied about who she was to whoever I was with. :) Luckily, I was alone. When I first saw her walking by, I said hello and she looked confused for a second but then said hello. I was a little uphappy that she'd looked so confused when i first said hi, but after she came up to me later, I figure seeing me out of context much have just startled her a little too.
The only other time I've ever seen her outside the office was 2 months ago or so. She was driving right behind me the entire way to her office right before my appointment. I was shaking the entire way, so afraid she'd know it was me and think i was a bad driver or something! Haha.
Suprisingly, she wasnt really dressed any differently than she usually is. Just khakis and a nice sweater or shirt usually. Her husband and kids were all in tshirts and "normal" clothes, so I guess its just how she likes to dress. But it was easter, so who knows. I did take the moment to give her the good look over I've always wanted to do though, when I was far away and she couldnt see me! :) (Nothing inappropriate!)
I dont have any plans to do EMDR anytime soon. I'm a psych grad student and was just browsing.. its something I've heard a lot about so I was interested. Also, I had to be doing SOMETHING when I knew she was right there near me! lol But my T said she doesnt know much about it anyway, so I guess it's not an option right now. I'm glad you had so much luck with it though.. it sounds great.
My next appointment is tomorrow. I'm not sure how I feel about it. I'm really excited, but a little afraid it's going to lead to an inevitable letdown. I know she'll have her therapist hat on again tomorrow. I just hope this feeling cared about thing lasts. :)
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