Re: mother hamsterstrigger

Posted by B2chica on April 11, 2006, at 9:35:36

In reply to Re: mother hamsters***trigger*** » muffled, posted by Emily Elizabeth on April 10, 2006, at 23:05:48

thank you all.
i just have such a hard time going back and forth. it's nice to hear i'm not obligated to be thankful to her. sometimes i wish i could remember her holding me. other times i'm glad i can't. didn't want it anyway.
she does remind me of the hamster. what the hamster did was pure nature, no emotion about it. that's how i remember her 'raising' me. no emotion other than yelling. she was there serving her function. not cuz she really wanted to but because she felt it a duty.
i guess i'm lucky she wasn't a real monster. she was a subtle mind twister. sometimes i really wished she was more violent with me. at least then others could believe me.
thank you all for believing me. i don't know what i'd do without you.
b2c.

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how can you hate your mother... B2chica 4/10/06
Re: how can you hate your mother... B2chica 4/10/06
Re: how can you hate your mother... » B2chica fairywings 4/10/06
Re: how can you hate your mother... » B2chica orchid 4/10/06
Re: how can you hate your mother... happyflower 4/10/06
Re: how can you hate your mother... » happyflower B2chica 4/10/06
Re: how can you hate your mother... » B2chica ghost 4/10/06
so what do you call a mother who wasn't ? happyflower 4/10/06
sorry for the B word, isn't it a * word? (nm) happyflower 4/10/06
mother hamsters***trigger*** » B2chica muffled 4/10/06
Re: mother hamsters***trigger*** Deneb 4/10/06
Re: mother hamsters***trigger*** » muffled Emily Elizabeth 4/10/06
thank you ghost. (nm) B2chica 4/11/06
Re: mother hamsters***trigger*** B2chica 4/11/06

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