Posted by B2chica on March 24, 2006, at 15:44:27
In reply to no life outside of me?, posted by dondon on March 24, 2006, at 15:08:15
i understand in a way but it's because i feel the exact opposite. i feel there is no life inside me, that i am here as an observer, that everyone else exists but i do not, that i'm not really human nor contain normal human qualities and thoughts (day-to-day drull), just the basics, enough to let me pass through.
however, i do feel like others are very fake but its because i usually see inside people. true raw emotions and most people have a cover to protect or to ignore their real feelings. so i look past what they say and look at them. and what i see is mostly fake, and then it makes you feel empty. empty life, empty love, empty emotion...etc.
i would try therapy if i were you. it's worth a shot. but sometimes if you thoughts are overwhelming maybe some meds would help in the beginning. a small dose of AP or some benzo's or something.but i would think that therapy would be the one way to really help with these thoughts. i will soon be working on mine, if i can handle staying with my new T...well, see.
best wishes.
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