Posted by fairywings on March 8, 2006, at 13:37:08
In reply to Re: Rage, transparent dreams, etc... **triggers**? » fairywings, posted by Dinah on March 8, 2006, at 11:26:42
> Believe me, I understand. I share that shame and self loathing because I look like my mother. I can't bear to really look at myself.
Thanks Dinah,
Your post made me cry bec. this is exactly how I feel, can't look at myself in the mirror at all. And now, sometimes when I'm in the shower all I can think of is my mom, and I can't stand it. I wonder if that's why some ppl don't shower when they're depressed.
I'll try to gather my thoughts so I can get some of this out, but it's so embarrassing, you know?
fw
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