Posted by happyflower on February 3, 2006, at 2:11:46
In reply to Hurting, posted by Daisym on February 3, 2006, at 0:16:02
> I'm hurting. I've been hurting. A lot. A lot, a lot. I'm slowly giving up the fantasy of ever having my therapist really rescue me from all the bad parts of my life, past and present.
(((((((Daisy)))))) I know this feeling all to well, it does hurt, a lot, it makes me want to cry too just reading your post. Pass me some kleenex too.
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But it feels like that isn't enough right now. Feeling for him and with him all these deep feelings make me achingly aware of what I've missed all these years. I'm sad about that.I am in the same place now. And you and falls were right, that after I told my T how I felt, the relationship has deepened, on both our ends. So this is even more scarey for me. Maybe I have never been in love before, really, I thought I was, but maybe I was just stupid.
> Would it hurt this much if I had someone in my *real* life that made me feel special and cared for? I just don't know.More hugs (((((((happyflower(daisy)happyflower)))
^^^^^^^ tissues^^^^^^^^^
another box of tissues and more hugs to you.>
poster:happyflower
thread:605725
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