Posted by gardenergirl on December 9, 2005, at 7:06:11
In reply to Huge feeling, posted by Shortelise on December 6, 2005, at 15:19:09
> It shocks me, frightens me. My T suggests that I am learning another way of loving. That's surely true. Still, it's scary.
Anything new is scary but this sounds really nice. And you are a very caring person, so of course you are concerned about the possibility of hurting her.
> I feel full of love. It's WIERD. I used to be so angry, so ready to rip people to shreds at the slighest excuse. Now I am ready to compliment, smile at, befriend ... understand. Them first, me later. With strangers as well as friends. I used to be so selfish. I am so less so now. It's so WIERD!!!
I use the word weird all the time, in therapy. It's my favorite word. :)
I'm so happy for you, shortelise. I remember from your posts over the last year or so (actually, I think I've been here two years now?) how you've worked so hard in therapy. It's so nice to see that paying off.
I'm glad you feel so free to love. I imagine it's a great feeling!
((((shortelise))))
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