Posted by Dinah on October 6, 2005, at 17:34:33
I terminated her today.
Well, to be honest, I obediently made another appointment, then called to cancel it and terminate.
I wish I were a better person, but the oncology clinic where she has her office was a deal breaker. The first time wasn't so bad. She was on time, I was on time. I was full of Risperdal. This time she kept me waiting ten minutes, and I was out of Risperdal. I noticed that it wasn't just a waiting room. All the patients were sitting around in recliners getting their IV drips in a big circle. I'm sure it's all very homey and relaxing (although I personally would rather literally die than receive public treatment). But it's hard to believe that people don't throw up there. It caused way too much tension in the middle of my emetaphobia obsession outbreak.
Plus.... well, I learned some things not to say or do till I've known a therapist longer, like a year or two. Trouble is if I hide those things for a year or two, therapy will be useless in that time period.
I'm almost positive now that Huntsville was just an enthusiasm. But I'm on my way tomorrow anyway, and I'm not sure about internet access because I'm leaving my computer with my husband who needs it for work. I'll try to check out the local libraries. :)
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