Posted by cricket on July 19, 2005, at 6:55:02
In reply to good session about sessions, posted by alexandra_k on July 19, 2005, at 1:16:35
> and she asked whether i had thought about what i wanted to do with the sessions... my least favourite question... but we managed to talk about it a little. she suggested i might just want a bit of support and i said NO! i want to get better. i really want to do some proper work. and she seemed really pleased
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Hey Alex, that sounds wonderful. It sounds like she is being really sensitive.
> you wouldn't believe just how hard all of that was. i got really terrified about asking her. in case she was trying to squeeze me out by reducing sessions. that she didn't really want to work with me anymore. i can't believe how embarrassed / shy i get irl. sitting there with my hands over my face. horrible horrible. i wonder if i'll ever be able to look her in the face. still... get me talking first. then we can worry about that.
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I cover my face a lot in therapy too. It is horrible. My therapist has started to point it out, which I hate even more.I want to scream "Don't you get it, you moron!"
But the fact is he really doesn't, lots of times he really doesn't get it.
Anyway, I've got my fingers crossed for Alex. Sounds like things are really looking up :)
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