Posted by pinkeye on June 10, 2005, at 18:44:46
In reply to Re: Have you ever talked about religion in therapy? » pinkeye, posted by happyflower on June 10, 2005, at 18:22:02
> You know Pinkeye, I DID respond to your post, I think first, but I forgot to put your name in the subject, lol Sorry! By the way thank you for sharing your religion story. I feel it is so incrediable on how honest of a person you are. You are truely a good model of a wonderful spirt. :)
Ok :-). It feels good to be appreciated. But I don't think I am worthy of it. I am not a good model. I suffer too much and am an unhappy person. That is the proof something is very wrong with me. A person can say all the right things, but ultimately if that person is not happy, then there is something wrong basically. I don't understand what is so wrong with me and why I am not such a happy person, but I know there is something very basically wrong. And regarding honesty, why would I want to lie in an anonymous chat room? For that matter I don't really lie in real world also, but more so in the anonymity why would I want to not be 100 % honest? It won't help me right? That is why I try to tell everything as it is. ATleast in real world if people are not honest, there is some value in it - to pretend you are a great person when you are actually a jerk. But in anonymity I figured I might as well be what I really am for the most part.
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