Posted by daisym on May 17, 2005, at 23:45:28
In reply to Update from me, posted by littleone on May 17, 2005, at 21:59:13
I can hear my therapist in my head saying, "but there she is."
It *is* scary to discover these childlike feelings. And mind-blowing that we can still feel so small and needy.
Perhaps you've numbed out because this keeps "her" out of the picture too. Or maybe, you just needed a break from the intensity. And now it is really hard to open yourself up to pain again.
I've been in your spot for weeks. I know what you mean about missing the connection. I get it back the last 10 minutes and poof! it is gone again. My therapist tells me to write it out. Or just relax and let it come back. Both of these things are hard for me to do. I'm finding it easier to write on babble again, but sometimes I just can't here either.
I'm not helping, I know. I wish I had the answer. But I have lots of sympathy and hugs and chocolate.
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