Posted by thewrite1 on April 6, 2005, at 16:07:39
Oh, and the day just gets better (/sarcasm). My t called. I was very much looking forward to talking with her. It went okay until near the end of the conversation. I was talking about all the isolation I feel right now and I forget her exact words, but it was something about making friends in the area. It felt like such a judgment on her part. I KNOW she didn't mean it that way, but it was hurtful just the same. I just didn't even want to talk to her anymore. She asked me if she could call me tomorrow. I told her "no" and hung up. I didn't hang up on her, I said bye and all that stuff. I'm just so angry with her right now. And I know it's all me, but that doesn't make it any easier. I can't help but wonder what provokes such strong reactions in me to these things. Maybe I am going crazy.
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