Posted by mmcconathy on March 20, 2005, at 14:52:29
Lately i have been having probelems with really find who i am.
I have borrowed images of people, and projected them to have feeling an "image" in a sitation.
This has blocked me from find who i am really am, i have avoided to project myself becuase i feel im not "sophisticated", or just not really "the person" i want to be.
I never have had an "incorperated" identity, which has lead to isolation, and dispair.
When i chat with people, i always see myself as someone else that is sophistated, or just someone i want to be. I put on frounts, fake egos, faces, personality.
I do have a person in my mind, that helps me try to get things together, but i realized it really doesnt work, i lean on them, who are not real, catasphophe.
I think we all have "intrests" that draw people, to eachother, forms friends...bla, i dont really have any common intrests, when i was a kid, i was more intrested in trying to get in my grandma's attic.
Well, i've been reading this novel by Dr. Robert Anthony "Total-Self Confidence" which has been pretty helpful in finding awareness. but anyway..
Does anyone know what im talking about
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