Posted by corafree on February 22, 2005, at 11:52:36
In reply to Corafree,, posted by Susan47 on February 22, 2005, at 10:31:44
Susan47:
Hi. I'm okay. I'm trying to find out what other resources may be available to me. I wonder if I will be dismissed from DBT today. I called to ask if I should prepare myself for that; awaiting return call.
The blazing high anxiety, think have figured out. In past, was up to 8 Xanax a day. Went to hospital and admitted myself for detox.
I think my body recognizes the Xanax and wants more, like it wants as much as it had before.
I will get an emergency P visit w/ I don't know who at this State organization.
Because my SSD benefit is $40 over poverty level, I cannot get a lot of benefits that are free to others, but I did qualify for a State health insurance that is not the one I speak of above.
I also will be calling them today to see if maybe I could squeeze out enough money to switch to their organization so that maybe could have a 'good relationship w/ a P and a T in the same organization.'
I cannot find the phone number for NAMI. I called directory assistance.
Didn't respond to earlier two posts yet, as have only one phone line.
I am concerned about Effexor-XR. I wonder what to do. I will not burden my daughter any further. I am very alone here. As I look back, when I was working, I was taking Effexor, plain Effexor. I may have been on a very low dose benzo. Situations around me brought me to seek SSD.
Do you, or anyone here, take Eff-XR, or took it? I cannot afford all the alternative drug therapy. I would 'practically' wish to be in a hospital and switch to WHAT??? WHAT would I switch to?
It seems like I am generally more anxious than I am depressed. I need to find someone who will really look at me, get to know me, and re-evaluate medication.
Today, see DBT T @ 3p mountain time. love, cf
(Oh, have decided to quit checking the 'add name of previous poster' box, as don't want peeps to feel they must respond to me. I wonder if anyone thinks that may be best, or if that has worked best for them?)
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