Posted by Susan47 on January 28, 2005, at 20:12:05
In reply to Addicted, Ignorant and just plain Stupid, posted by Susan47 on January 28, 2005, at 19:48:18
because so much has happened this week, inside me, and he needs to validate it all for me, he makes my life worth living because he reflects it all back to me, sunny you were right, he said I defeated myself, he said that too, I set myself up he said, for failure...i don't remember what it was about, what it seems to have been a theme of some kind...and sometimes I lose it, the music changes, and I have to wait to have it come back, sunny you were right, it's a cycle, it's a cycle and i don't really Want to stop it, because it works, it's working for me right now in my life and i've learned coping skills to keep it contained, it doesn't interfere too much with my week,...
poster:Susan47
thread:449382
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