Posted by Froso on November 19, 2004, at 5:07:40
In reply to Re: No offense » Froso, posted by sunny10 on November 18, 2004, at 14:55:58
I'm usually nice to people, never getting too close but I get stressed when socialising so I'm avoiding it lately. I'm staying at home all the time having depressive thoughts, I'm scared to go and find a job, too scared of people, scared they 'll find out I'm no good. Therapy is making things clearer but I can't put myself together and move on with my life. I'm staying in this position of the little "daughter" and hate my self for that. I can't grow up and forget about my parents and how they've been to me and keep finding myself crying over spilled milk. I haven't seen my therapist this week and feel worse as if she is a panacea. Medication is working in the sense that it keeps me sane. It has been reduced now and I'm wondering whether I will manage. I'm stressed for everything.I'm sure your son will see that you gave him a choice. But you know how it is and how children misapprehend their parents' behaviour. It might be good to talk to him sometime in the future.
I'm sorry for what you've been through and hope you find peace of mind at some point.Fani
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