Posted by B2Chica on November 9, 2004, at 12:16:05
In reply to Struggling to talk about childhood abuse, posted by Poet on November 5, 2004, at 14:15:15
Poet,
didn't realize we had so much in common.i'm nervous as heck right now. getting ready to meet new T. 1 hour commute, leave work in 1/2 hour.
it took me 5 months with last T before i even Started to hint as some things. then bang...T gone sept 8th.
since then i've been very happy (sort of fake), pushed it all down again. but i know it's bubbling. i don't even LIKE to touch on the subject of childhood. i want to say...nope, i'm fine, grew up great.
and of course those that meet my family say gee how 'great'.
there are secrets that i'm afraid that if i even admit them outloud that it will ruin what 'family' i've created.
my hubby doesn't have a clue and i never want him too.i guess i didn't have any words of wisdom. but your words reminated in my mind of things i said while i was seeing my last T.
please, keep in touch on how it's going for you. i'm mostly scared that once i open this can of gross worms again it'll change everything. i want my secrets to stay secret, yet i want help.
it's a constant struggle.
all i can say is Hang in there and Please know you are so VERY NOT ALONE, with your pain.
I CARE.take care
B2c.
poster:B2Chica
thread:412239
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