Posted by rubenstein on October 25, 2004, at 19:18:40
Sometimes I feel bad for my therapist. He hardly ever gets to see the happy and light parts of my personality. Unfortuantely, therapy is one of the only places that I feel comfortable enough talking about the darkness that seems to consume me at times. It is that in which we usually discuss. But I feel bad, I wish I could go in there and be okay, but I'm not, and it is not that he hasn't helped me, it's just that I still have this ever pervasive guilt and saddness that lingers in my soul that needs to be let out. I guess it is his job to listen, but I care about him and wish I didn't have to be the client who makes his job harder than it already is. Therapy is hard....maybe I shouldn't go on Wednesday?
Rubenstein
any thoughts???
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