Posted by shrinking violet on August 12, 2004, at 14:08:23
In reply to first post --- (and a bit about my T), posted by shrinking violet on August 11, 2004, at 19:44:56
Ack, I just wrote out a response and then lost it.
Thank you all for the warm welcome.
I know I should bring this up with my T, but it's a hard subject to discuss, and I don't want to show her how scared I am of losing her, and how attached I am to her, and how much she means to me (she probably knows on some level, but I still don't want to show it and come across as needy, etc). She's said that she hopes I will email/write to her and let her know how I'm doing, but it won't be the same as seeing her or hearing her voice. I feel like I'm losing two people: my T, and a person I genuinely care about. No longer feeling the connection we share when we're together will be very hard, also. I'm also somewhat scared for myself, because I know I won't find another T once I leave her (for a lot of reasons) but I also know I'll need one. *sigh*
Thank you all again. And hugs to those who have or are experiencing a similar situation; it's hard being "ripped" from a T before you're ready. :(
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