Posted by B2chica on July 20, 2004, at 12:42:35
In reply to Somebody's always watching me, posted by pretty_paints on July 20, 2004, at 11:49:39
yes and no.
i do, but it's different from you in that it normally feels like it's definately more than one person. several of them behind me or to the sides of me. i feel it! really feel it. but it's not a specific person. and yes sometimes it changes my behavior, something i might do, but then think about "them" and act/react a different way. usually this "feeling" bring intense feelings, intense fear, anger, the "Get Away From Me!!" type anger, or an intensed 'rushed' feeling-not sure how to explain that one. i continuously am turning around.
sometimes it's almost like they are on my back physically there, that close. Sometimes it's so intense i have to curl up and put my headphones on and cry or just crank the music-it's the only way i can "disconnect from 'them'" sometimes.
and this happens both when i'm alone and when i'm with others.thanks for sharing. pretty-paints -when i first read your name i thought it said pretty pants... ;^)
B2c.
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