Posted by snapper on July 19, 2004, at 1:37:05
In reply to Re: To: Snapper, posted by shadows721 on July 19, 2004, at 1:06:32
Shadows, I am at the point tht I don't know what other Dr. I'd go see. I am on disability and SSI so I am somewhat limited and also the present pdoc is supposedly pretty esteemed. I feel like I am running out of options. Since most of the meds over the last 14 yrs. have'nt brought about a high % of remission, my Family is of the thinking that I should *do* some of the things that others and other drs. have been trying to get me to do for years....ie: church,exercize,the nutrition route etc-and everytime I buck those suggestions, for very legitimate reasons...they say crap like "you don't want to get well!" "what are you going to do when your Father and I pass on? yada yada yada.... I have a sick feeling that even though I am only 37 that they ( my parents will outlive me)Oh and yeah, I have'nt always been this much of a freakin basket case. I used to have a life... a Car , my own Business, my own home and stuff. then the wrong choice in women, Gambling and copious amounts of alcohol, law-suits, Bankruptcy and a whole bunch of other crap just kept hitting me over the head. I lost it *all*. I wish I could die without actually dying!!
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