Posted by B2chica on July 9, 2004, at 12:02:45
In reply to Re: disturbing dream means???***possible trigger**, posted by shadows721 on July 8, 2004, at 18:04:27
>>I know what you are saying about posts. I feel embarrassed a lot about my posting... Trust me, you are far from alone in this.
I really do appreciate the reassurance here Shadows. sometimes i feel like a complete freak posting the things i do. it is nice to hear that others feel the same way. You all just sound so clear and assured in your posts.
>>I have those dreams just about every week now. Sometimes, I am literally running in the grass and I see that ***'s shadow behind me.I see a lot of shadows to sometimes in dreams, but a lot when i'm awake, and when i'm driving i see them. do you do this? or am i really wigging out?
> B2, you are right in the middle of it. I have my waves or crashes.i sure am glad to have someone understand shadows, i just feel really alone right now. and these memories are making me want to withdraw even more.
>>I made it thru nursing school with the flashbacks.I think i really needed to hear this. i have one class left before i get my masters and i've already had to put it off one semester, i could have graduated in august but all this...i just hope i can complete it to graduate in dec.
>>They will do whatever they say to get that love back. It's okay that you loved the abuser. That is normal. I loved mine too.
this makes me love you shadows. You really make me feel better about all this. sometimes it just feels surreal, like all of a sudden i wonder who's life this really is?
> As far as I am doing today, I have a really difficult time with dissociation now.-sorry for being dumb here but could you clarify what you mean by dissociation?
Thanks S.
b2c.
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