Posted by B2chica on April 30, 2004, at 15:09:06
In reply to Re: No harm contract in place- may trigger, sorry » Poet, posted by Penny on April 30, 2004, at 13:39:21
Poet,
i understand your not wanting to go to the hospital, i've actually had nightmares about it...However, when i was seconds away from commiting S. my friend interviend and drove me to the hospital, my pdoc said i could just talk with them. Well they did but they evaluate you and tell you if they think you should stay. i needed to stay and even though it was one of my Biggest fears, i know it's the reason i'm still here today. I had three of the worst episodes of depression and one worst mania while i was there. I even made an attempt in the hospital, needed sutures.
My point is that not only were they there to watch over me, not only did it give me a place to concentrate on only myself instead of everyone else, it also gave the doctors a chance to mess around with my drugs and because i was there i got put on a great cocktail of drugs that have been working great since.
So please keep that in the back of your mind. Know i care about you, and i want to see your name here for years to come. Know that you Don't have to live your whole life like this. Remember if the pain comes, it will also go, But you must stand strong and take action and from reading your posts, you sound like an incredibly strong person.
-Best.
B2c.
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