Posted by shadows721 on April 29, 2004, at 17:16:55
In reply to A brief history of Poet for those who are new, posted by Poet on April 29, 2004, at 15:42:40
When I was a clerical, I went on 62 interviews. I still have the list to remind me to never go back into that field. I was too young, too old, too experienced, too inexperienced. I wasn't the problem. It was the market was too full. The companies were literally swamped with hundreds of resumes. I finally did get a job with a boss from Hell for little pay. Whew, talk about a walk up call. I don't know what occupation you are in, but it may the field. Plus, if you live in a business metropolitan area, you can expect want ads are answered in the hundreds.
Your original post had a lot of negative views about yourself. In my eyes, I just couldn't let you keep doing that to yourself and not intercept those destructive thoughts. You have just gotten a house. While this is absolutely wonderful, I got a gut feeling there is a sense of fear of success. That's why I said what I did. If you really want this place, you can work two jobs to keep it. Heck, I know of people that work 4 jobs to keep a sports car. I know it sounds impossible, but they do it. It's because they want it that bad. If you want this place that bad, you will find a way. Yes, you may have to work at places you never thought of, but you gain experience from every experience.
If you think Shadows is going to sit hear a let you abuse yourself, think again. I am your worst enemy, because I am all in your best interest and I care about you. Depression, social anxiety and bulima, can be worked with. Now, if you said you had no head, hmmm that's a bit more difficult.
You've got a lot going for you. I can tell. You know why? You are very creative in destructive thinking. Just think what you could do if that thinking were turned into your best interest?
For example, you think this husband doesn't need you and you just got a new mortgage. Hmmmm? I guess you can mind read too. I bet that is far off the charts in his mind. Use this creative thinking to your benefit Poet.
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