Posted by Pandabear on February 10, 2004, at 11:47:29
In reply to Re: Im about to really loose it. » Pandabear, posted by Crooked Heart on February 10, 2004, at 6:34:32
Hello. Actually, This past weekend was one of the worst weekends as far as my depression goes. I got into a conversation about my therapy with my boss and she was basically telling me to snap out of it and she was wanting to know exactly what I was talking about with my therapist (which i did NOT tell her). I was SO FLOORED that she was asking me these things and getting all into my business plus my dad and i were fighting and so too make a long story short. I became really depressed and almost had to go to the hospital. I didnt know what to do. But, I would have gotten on here and posted some but I couldnt even get out of bed. Yet, at the same time, I still didnt feel that I should have called the doc on call because I didnt think my situation was bad enough. BUT, I am going to talk to my psychiatrist today about what happened. It scares me that I can go down so quickly. It was really uncalled for though the way that my boss was talking to me..and she was telling me that I was talking about petty things...she has no idea what is going on in my life. AND, what I talk about is between my therapists and I..agree? :) Can you tell I have been worked up about this? Im more emotional than anything else...but I will be ok. Thanks for asking how I was though...I need prayers right about now...:)
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