Posted by DaisyM on October 12, 2003, at 23:02:16
In reply to Re: Is there value in telling the details? » DaisyM, posted by fallsfall on October 11, 2003, at 2:05:39
It is hard, isn't it? I guess I'm feeling like you, Dee, somehow I don't feel in charge because though these things have been effectively buried for almost 30 years, they have been triggered now. I think I finally understand what the triggers were, but now that Pandora's box is open the thoughts are refusing to be reburied.
The most astonishing part is that I thought I was making life choices "inspite of" but as I explore things it is definately looking like "because of." I guess I'm pretty sure that I need to say, out loud, at least once, the whole story of what happened to me, maybe to prove that I can. Maybe for reasons I don't understand yet. I use to think I could find all of the answers in a book somewhere...I haven't found advice on this though! Just a raging debate...*sigh*
-D
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