Posted by Dinah on August 28, 2002, at 14:54:47
Originally posted by Beth Miller on 8/28/02
> This week my therapist canceled our appointment
> with no notice. I showed up and she wasn't there because of an emergency. This is the fourth time something like this has happened and I feel really pissed. I have come to depend on those sessions. I have told her things I never thought I could tell anyone and feel exposed and vulnerable because of it. I feel pathetic because I'm having such an intense reaction to such a minor thing. I really feel betrayed- like I confide so much and she doesn't care. I've allowed myself to spiral into my most negative behaviors -- cutting, purging,-- and I don't want to tell my therapist why. I guess admitting to her how dependant I feel on her seems like the ultimate vulnerability. Does anyone else feel dependant on their therapist? Should I tell my therapist about all this? I feel like she is a really good therapist but if I feel this way should I keep going? Also, not only has she canceled 4 appointments, but frequently takes weeks off. Though I prefer a weekly session I typically only see her 2 maybe 3 times a month. Given her unpredictable schedule should I look for someone who will be more consistent- despite the fact I like her? I feel really lost and upset about this I hope someone can give me some insight.
poster:Dinah
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