Posted by Alexanderfromdenmark on November 5, 2009, at 11:59:21
In reply to Alexanderfromdenmark, posted by metafunj on November 2, 2009, at 23:48:26
I chickened out. I took it 2 days, applied to my shoulders, got this energy but panicky stressed out energy kind of feeling. Then I stopped. Then a week later, I tried applying it to my face for 2 weeks and not sure whether it was absorbed at all. Since I've had the anhedonia kind of feeling the skin on my face has been kind of red and rubbery.
My SHBG is low(common with low thyroid and insulin resistance) so once you take testosterone, you get it all at once instead of gradually.
I've got the whole package, subclin low thyroid, burnt out adrenals, lowish testosterone and some mineral defiencies.
I don't really want to be on TRT, so I'm trying to see if I can't fix up the thyroid and adrenals first(very big job in itself) espically since my doc is in a another country. However I've gone into hospital because I simply cannot cope anymore.
I find it's a joke than I'm worse of than ever because I sought medical help in the first place. But I simply can't cope, so I've been in a psyc hospital for three weeks now, and havn't received anykind of treatment or something like it. This is the first time in my life, I'm really suicidal and I don't know how anyone can help me.
One of the guys here showed me his medication list since being in(2 weeks) and he's like on 10 different psyc meds. I don't want to go there.
If I talk meds with a doctor perhaps I can give agomelatine a go. sounds like reasonable med.
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