Posted by Tabitha on June 5, 2008, at 20:36:41 [reposted on June 5, 2008, at 22:36:13 | original URL]
Have barely taken it in. All I can think is "it only takes one sad moment". I hate suicide. Sounds trite, but how awful that people are so fragile. I suppose they can also just be hit by a bus, but I hate suicide in particular. It seems like a victory of hopelessness. She had hope lately, seemed happy to be dating.
Such a cruel contrast, the person we see is so charming, so lovable, so worthy of happiness. But we know she suffered with the depression, anxiety, whatever were her personal symptoms. The mind turns on itself. Defective brain, I suppose. Cruel reality.
I'm babbling. I just feel sad. May she rest.
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