Posted by corafree on June 21, 2006, at 3:42:52
In reply to Re: HOW I REALLY FEEL, posted by AnneL on June 21, 2006, at 2:04:29
Yep ... pretty much. I've had an underlying simmering pain for a very long time. No one likes to be around it or to hear me speak of it. That makes me feel lonelier. I feel like there should have been justice. I wonder why I wasn't worthy. I can't seem to get over this. Even my T is just confrontational. I'm missing something, or maybe I'm one of those people that is just supposed to stay 'caught'. I don't know why that would have to be me. It really hurts.
I'm sorry to hear about your friend. What was she like when you two were together?
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