Posted by Jai Narayan on September 19, 2004, at 20:28:02
In reply to Re: jay...your story is important., posted by jay on September 18, 2004, at 10:30:57
Well honestly right now I am getting used to having a good friend tell me to stop communicating with them. the piece that is confusing for me is how did we get to this place. Its funny when our communication began I keep wondering how the end would be. You know when something so wonderful starts then you just know...it's too good to be true feeling comes over you. Well I had that moment so many times. I am sad. I miss this person and their life. I am no longer privy to the ins and outs. It's like a breakup of sorts. I have been sad all day. I haven't told anyone but you.
I feel like crying. why does the absence of someone create such a hole? Like on the pale face of the moon...a big impact area.
I had felt so good about my connection with this person. It was short lived. Maybe that should be a hint. Comes on fast and wonderful and then just leaves....
I am left.
Left pondering.
wondering.
So that's whats happening to me.
Thanks for asking Jay.
I hope your day was better.
Jai
poster:Jai Narayan
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