Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 25, 2010, at 22:58:40 [reposted on September 28, 2010, at 6:17:22 | original URL]
haha! this is the first. But lately I have been doing research on the devil and how to contact him because...God is basically non existant at this point. Really i'm looking for higher forces to talk to ... to give advice on life, medication, im really intrested in channeling and mediumship but I doubt this will last. But you know it's really intrsting to contact higher forces that see more than a mere human see's. I don't know why lucifer comes to mind but I know he rules the air, and he is the God of materialism and also is known as Saturn [saturn eats his children, gross!!]
You know alot things that are in my mind like will I be able to function again without stimulants. But it's just the feeling that there are higher forces on both the light and darkness. I'm really not ... feeling right because I can't serve God and the devil at the same time because none of them would allow it. God would leave me to the devil, and that's something I would have to sit down and talk to the beast.
I tend to go on these obessions about things then eventaully get burned out on them. But that's just something I wanted to share. I've been doing reading in satanism and it clearly states that Satan takes care of his flock, and usally attaks christains. But there's this part of me inside say this is "spritueal treason" against God to even be intreted in the devil.
Anyone?
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