Posted by linkadge on February 21, 2005, at 13:23:57
I go through these phases of what can be discribed as nothing less than psychotic rage, at god.
It is the most intense anger that I have ever experienced. An anger that I have never been able to direct at anyone in specific.
I hit a wall. I know god exists. I know he is there right now. And I also know that he doesn't bother to lift a damn finger to help any one of us here suffering on earth.
I just don't know what to think. I mean what the hell? Is he sitting up there laughing? Why in hell could not an all powerfull god just do something for a change to make it easier for us to live?
All the bullcrap answers that a pastor gives me just aren't cutting it anymore.
If I had half a mind, I say that god doesn't exist, but my temporal lobes are too active for that right now.
Linkadge
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