Posted by lil' jimi on September 2, 2003, at 18:44:29
In reply to Yikes!, posted by habbyshabit on September 1, 2003, at 16:31:36
> You scared me!
>... and jim-in-the-box pops right out at you!
... scared me too !> Me thoughts you had vaporized and ascended into dakini nirvana, with your wife supervising of course! And the wee rinpoche giving one and all teachings on the nature of mindfulnes hee! hee! hee!
>okay ... ... sounds good ... << especially ... for me ! >> ... ... thank you very much !
> Anyway. Which pendulum do you refer to ( here I go, being overly sensitive again. ) The bipolar one or the empty one. Are you of the opinion that my spiritual sensibilities fly one way or the other with my bipolar mood swings? I'm just asking. I'm not irritable or attacking you. Can you tell? Can you see the sardonic smile on my face?
>obvious interpretation i'd missed ! ... ... i was thinking of the cosmic pendulum and my own social (pBab-wise) pendulum ... 'sometimes i'm here, sometimes i ain't' pendulum ...
... although, one's mood might reasonably be expected to influence one's sensibilities ... ... but your opinion of which may influence which will be better than mine ... ... what's your opinion ?
> Actually, in that dept. my mind has not changed much at all. When looking to a "higher power" now, I turn to the cells of my body, whom I believe have a collective consciousness that supersede my ego awareness. So I'm talking to my body - the only diety I can touch! HA! Does it work? Well, I'll let you know...
>i like that ... kind of panthetistic maybe ?
sometimes i feel that way about my neurotransmitters ... well, i can't touch them ...> My heart, thank you for asking - so sweet of you also - is in a very peaceful place. I'm in a "normal" mode relative to the Bipolar thing and it is so refreshing. I pray (to my neurological cells of course ) it will last a good long while.
>i am glad you're feeling okay ...
> Nice to see your verbal face again. Happy Holiday! The eastern Idaho State Fair is in town this weekend. Yeee HA!
>
> Haband i'm glad to be seen, sweet friend ... got to get back to my stirring ... ... i'm stirring something up for you, dena and me ... ...
... ... << stir stir stir >>
... ... lessee here now ... stirred, not shaken ...
~ jim
poster:lil' jimi
thread:255799
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